4/26/2007
noone but me from URL @ 11:34 PM
Well, I haven't been religiously updating.
OHWELL :) i don't think ya'll would have missed out on much.
everything is pretty much the same, just that time is going faster and faster =/
not nice luhh, noone likes it going so fast.
anyway, let me share about today.
today, two teacher's paiseh-ed me =/
Physics
suddenly during lessons we heard the sound of a whistle.
those whee-oooh-wheee (HAHAHA. go imagine la)
then cos it was in the middle of the lesson, we all burst out laughing :D
it came from the right side of the class, so mr goh was like staring at everyone wodnering who made the sound. a few ppl turned to me and asked if i did it, i was like " NOOOO?"
then okay, we returned to lessons cos we couldnt find out who was the CRIMINAL WHISTLER.
giri was saying " its the bird la, bird" HAHAH
then aft that 2-3 mins later abby asked if i cld whistle like that ( whee-oooh-whee),
so i planned to whistle softly to show her;
just that it came out louuuudddddly.
"WHEEEE OOOOHH WHEEEEE."
the whole class burst out laughing and turned to look at me. SHIT LAHHHH.
they looked at me like as though i was the culprit! but i wasnt! i was just demo-ing laa dang.
anw, i think i was trying to control my laughter so badly i started tearing! =/
then Mr Goh ah- best.
"Whats wrong with you Sarah?" AHHHHHHHHH.
then everyone burst out laughing again, including him with his BOOOMING laughter, ahah.
so i said " Nooo. But it wasn't me the first time"
& everyone laughed again.
=/ PAISEH LAHH.
and then aft tt jessica told me a secret. SHE WAS THE STUPID WHEEE OOOOH WHEEE WHISTLING PERSON LAHHHH.
sheeeeshh.
okay then Amaths.
mdm lum was flashing some ans on the screen.
then jiangying (my partner) said she couldnt see.
so i just raised my hand and said " mdm lum! cannot see"
but she didnt hear.
so i said again LOUDER " MDM LUM CANNOT SEE!"
then there was a short pause.
and she slowly turned and said,
" MDM LUM CAN SEE!"
OMGGGGGGGGG, HAHAHAHA.
okay and we all laughed like mad again,
and it was paisehhh again.
haha, so today was an overall good day,
RIGHT NISH?
(:
MYEs tomorrow and im nicely blogging here.
haha, pract for reflective writing.
oh & i removed my braces!
hooray for straigh teeth!
my last two days as a 15 yr old.
This will be my last post as a 15 yr old, and the link below was my last post as a 14 yr old. haha. cliche, but it barely feels like a year went by.
http://noonebutme-.blogspot.com/2006/04/approaching-fifteen.html
STUDY HARD STUDY SMART YA'LL! :D
4/07/2007
noone but me from URL @ 12:11 AM
good morning!
For Christians all over the world, its Holy Satuday today.
i slept at 11 last night, and woke at 11 this morning which explains me still being quite awake now. (0054 hours)
Well, today i went to church, where a pretty awkward thing happened, then i went over to my cousin's house and spent the entire day there.
I watched 3 tamil movies & cinderella story again! HAHA.
Then, my cousin sent me home on his bike. OMG, i always love being ridden on a bike; initially i always feel the adrenaline pumping, then i feel so relaxed with the wind in my face. Anw, i was talking to him (which i dont normally do) & he gave me certain advices that i think are really fresh; i mean- we've all been in the same boat.
:) hooray for elder cousins who always look after the younger kids.
and today i was pretty glad to have cousins who are majorly in their twenties. Cos they've been there done that and not too long ago, so they know what we teens are going through.
yepyep.
i think i'll sleep away half of tomorrow & i shall aim to revise emaths & amaths, and hence finish the 2 respective papers we were given; especially since Sunday's Easter Sunday (!) and my mom's bday.
whichmeansmine'scomingtoo.
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I guess we all have phases in our lives.
And in the end, we know that we're all going to pull through.
But its just the pulling through that gets so hard.
Especially when it seems everything else is just holding you back;
and everytime you muster even a little bit of energy & courage to take that step,
like from outer space wham bam something else hits you and you're back to square one.
they always say the people you love the most,
are the ones that hurt you the most.
and boy the truth hurts pretty bad.
and another thing; they also always say the grass is greener on the other side.
when you have a choice, not having a choice to make would seem ideal.
when you're nagged at, you'd much rather not be cared about.
i dont know, cos now everything seems rather bleak,
and im thinking the grass seems pretty brown on both sides for me.
And i've never really found it in myself to hate people,
but now i really Hate selfish people.
and i Hate being weak.
because although i tried believing there'd be people by my side,
im through with the delusions;
now i know im all that i'll ever have.
and if im weak, where's that gna get me.
families? hah. they're just bringing me down.
and yeah, im just rambling.
some things i'll take to my grave;
cos some things are better left unsaid.
im sorry to everyone i scared/upset/worried on wednesday.
but a BIG THANK YOU, to nicole, girija, DELTA, nish, and that phone call.
ya'll made me smile from deep within.
i think i've said this before.
being high is tiring.
trying to pull through is tiring too;
really tiring.
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt
she says,
this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough.
4/02/2007
noone but me from URL @ 11:29 PM
HELLO!
a five minute update.
today was a pretty good day! :D
okay, actually days have been pretty good except for
random-out-of-the-blue, absolute shit days.
but, yeah. we all got to pull through dont we?
cos this cannot be the year i sinkk into depression;
though i dont think i'd do it any other year too.
besides, this year seems to be fine so far.
but i still fall asleep no matter where i am.
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.
somedays i seriously feel like apigg =/ sheesh.
school's pretty alright. teachers are all fine (here nish would yell, MDM LUM IS SO CUTE)!
lessons are all fine.
im pretty thankful to have jiangying as my partner cos she teaches me everything i dont understand (:
and im glad to have mynah near me too! (SEE THAT MUU!)
but somedays i miss some people quite terribly & i dont know why.
people that i see meet and talk to everyday.
people whom i havent met in years;
and just people.
and somedays that hits me quite badly.
well.
im still enjoying every moment with Delta, 4i, and this year- tamil class clique! :D
Nish Rupini Suria Narmadha Zaferin Girija Dharshini & myself.
DOLLY TOOOOO! (and she's so not fat nor is she imaginery).
okay, five minutes ain't that long. till then.
random: i like sweet funny cheesy gentlemanly caring nice cute hot men :D
or maybe just, man.
so why should i take your hand,
when you cant promise happy endings
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